It’s 5 am and I am bored out of my mind. Really I need to be picking up a book or getting my tired should be sleeping tush out of bed to knit or to do something constructive. But I can’t seem to get past the fact that I want to be sleeping. I’ve been laying here for an hour “pretending” to be asleep. Have you ever done that? Like maybe if I lay here real still thinking about not thinking and breath like I think I do when I sleep maybe I’ll fall back asleep!
NOT. All that happens is you get an hour of crappy half sleep where your almost dreaming but really your half asleep just being delusional because it’s 4:30 am and your trying to will your self to not be hungry and just sleep.
I really should have gotten up and ate a cookie before hen pecking this out on my iPhone. I thought the 5 almonds I ate would have done it (because I cleverly put a dish of them next to my bed because this is not the first time this week that this has happened).
Now I’ve completely lost my train of thought because I thought about cookies again. Memo to me to never bake cookies again. I obviously have a problem!
And no I can’t scroll back through my text to see what I wrote because I’m typing this into my wordpress dashboard through “safari” because I deleted the wordpress app because it deleted it’s last post of mine.
Ok, yes I’m still furious. I need to tell you that I had a lovely post all planned out and published to go live yesterday. I get up, go to land, log onto a computer to type up a big blog post for Thursdays writers workshop to find that the app deleted my post and replaced it with another post from a different blog of mine.
Gone. Hours of my life gone.
I’m traumatized can ya tell. I still can’t believe it.
So I deleted the app because at this rate it looked like it was capable of anything and that scared me. So moral of the story, DO NOT download the wordpress application to your device… It is an evil and vile thing out to drive people mad!!!
Ok, moving on. I still want a cookie and I wish I was asleep. But you knew that already.
So I have now discovered that I can type this in my notebook on my iPhone and paste it into my wordpress page! Ahh, see who needs coffee to get your brain working! Not that I need coffee when I should be sleeping.
Did I mention that I gave up coffee drinking? I think I’ve been meaning to mention that. Yup, gave it up back in December and haven’t looked back. I’m drinking fabulous morning teas from Teavana instead! Love it.
What brought this on was I was getting anxiety attacks! I couldn’t figure out why I was getting anxiety attacks in paradise!? “We moved finally, we reduced our stresses, dream come true, so why am I still freaking out?” (insert lightbulb here)… It was the caffeine!!!
Been good ever since I’ve laid it off. Now that was a sad decision to make because Captain makes a gooooooood brew! Smooth, and strong!!! But alas, I am just as happy with tea, so I guess I am not so substance dependent as I thought.
Ok, I think it really is time to get up. I can grab a snack and sneak in some knitting.
I wish you sweet dreams and a lovely day!
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